read in its entirety, as this is all very true. i know much of it & am battling a few bullet points. clarity.
also — “..this kind of thinking will make you miserable, because you will always feel the life you deserve is not only out of reach but being enjoyed by thinner, smarter people down the hall. but eventually, i realized there is only one bad decision, the decision i moved to new york to avoid: doing nothing at all. that is unforgivable.”